fEELing SUCKs!!

Damn....
fellin moody nw, jus saw my frens' blog
she celebratin her bf bday, looik sweet
hw am i gonna tolerate these?
dunno... really dunno...
think tat i'm kinda lost n disappoint nw
told her tat i'm waitin fr her, bt am i doing tat nw?
honestly i dunno...
i'v done a christmas present fr her, bt i cnt pass it to her
no idea hw 2 mk it, my heart tellin me tat i'm hurtin myself..
bt d othr way, i'm happy, felt happy fr her 2 found such a gud bf..
he is... really a lucky guy.. i hav 2 say tat
christmas gonna reach, my wish is...
evyone tat i know gonna b alrite in nxt year,
my parents, relative, frens, n those i luv
n specially her!
well, i gt nthin more 2 tell..
actually hav, bt i'm keepin it 2 myself

a-man...